Oops sorry. turns out the milk is skim...NVM:-P
Bored. I'm supposed to be jogging 5 miles right now but (heh) stopped at half a mile cuz i have a cramp. Dang it! LoL Got on the scale and lost another pound. But u know what? I'm deprevied of food. really, i feel weak. I felt so pumped up to jog the 5M this morning but now i feel like not doing it. I gotta do sumthin though...mabye after i get some energy. I'm pissed cuz today is the day I'm only to eat bananas and drink skim milk and water. My mom thought it was "fat free" milk so now we have a gallon of it. I already opened it so can't take it back, but I need some milk! My skim milk! I'm super strict when it comes to diets and I need what i need. I don't have it so I'm pissed cuz what if this won't let me lose weight! Guess I'll make it up by drinking the "fat fee" milk and jogging 5 miles (now 4.5) somewhere in the day. I need to lose weight as fast as possible, summer is coming soon. I'm tired of getting depressed by how I look. Won't go into it any further cuz what I'm thinking might really sound weird to u. SO I'll leave it at that.
Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now lyrics from STARSHIP
Looking in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that I found is too good to be true
Standing here beside you, want so much to give you
This love in my heart that I'm feeling for you
Let 'em say we're crazy, I don't care 'bout that
Put your hand in my hand baby, don't ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart
And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now
Woh woh oh
I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes, I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times, see it through the bad times
Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do
Let 'em say we're crazy, what do they know
Put your arms around me baby, don't ever let go
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart
And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us
Ooh, all that I need is you, all that I ever need
And all that I want to do, is hold you forever, forever and ever
And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us
(And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever)
Woh oh oh-oh-oh (nothing's gonna stop us now)
Nothing's gonna stop us (world runs out of lovers)
Now (we'll still have each other)
(Nothing's gonna stop us) us now
(And we can build this dream together) hey baby
(Standing strong forever) I know
(Nothing's gonna stop us now)
Sooo it is Monday, no school, Valentine's Day has passed. I cheated. On the diet. Cuz its a holiday u know and I needed some tasty pleasures. Mmm was cheatimg good? very. Not to worry, I'm back on it again with my new best friend, the treadmill. So it is Monday like I said and I'm alone at home just being at peace. I know I have to accomplish some things throughout today, but am not going to think about them right now. I finished Fcat Explorer and have been listening to "Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now" by Starship for like an hour. This song has put me in a mood. A mood for romance. HeHe. Yes I feel there are those times when a single person, sitting at home, feels they want a boyfriend or girlfriend that will take them out somewhere, anywhere and they can just be together, make out, and have a good laugh. I'll get out of this mood probably when I stop listening to the song but for now, I'm daydreaming of having a guy here by me. Anywho I decided it's best to date a guy who you knew as a friend before, because if I found out a dude liked me and I went with him, I'd just feel awkward if we didn't know eachother before. So I've made a list of qualities I want my prince charming to have. Here goes: from most important to least
#1. He needs to be madly in love with me. He needs to know how special I am and be certain that I'm the soul that was meant to be mates with his soul. This is because I can't like a guy who doesn't completely, fully like me.
#2. Gotta be loyal and respectful. Sure you can look at other girls but you have to truly think I'm the most beautiful girl and respect me as your equal, not as someone below you.
#3.Truthful. You have to tell me the truth always, thats all there is to it.
#3.5. Makes me laugh.
#4.Romantic. I need a man who I can be in love with forever. Thatmeans we have to keep our love alive by romanticizing everything. Kepp on flirting .This quality follows quality #1.
#4. Good grinder. I dunno but ever since I saw save the Last Dance I've wanted a dude who can grind his body against mine when we dance. I just think its so sexy when a guy and you dance real close like in Dirty Dancing.
#5. Know how to please a female. This one is adult material kids but this list will have no gaps because of fears of offending anyone.
#6. Has to have goals for himself and at least try to fulfill them.
#7. Has to play a sport(dancing to me is a sport) or at least exercise regularly.
#8. Gotta be comfortable with himself nd be outgoing.
#9. Good grades in school.
#10. Taller then me.
#11. Sexy eyes.
#12. Moviebuff
#13. not and aethiest. sorry but aethiests get me depressed
#14. Be optimistic not a pessimist
#15. Have self-disciple
#16. Manners
#17. Adventorous, by this I mean we can travel and he's not afraid to get his hands dirty
# 18. Suprises me. ex:getaways, concert tickets, hot air balloon rides, I guess this one goes with # 4
#19. Sings, diesnt have tp be good but likes to sing his songs and mabyes sing to me, like I would to him.
#20. My family like him and visa versa.
That is all for now because I need to go. Anyways, I believe I'll have this wonderful man soon. I dream I will. till later...............
