A Peek Into My Life

2004-04-09T15:03:00.000-07:00

I'm really really hot...everytime my records drop....radio says I won't stop....cuz' I'm killin 'em. That song was in my head. Well well. It's Friday no school today. B-day coming in like 10 days. School is almost over and Allison and I are not only gonna be in AOF together but also going to San Pedro camp! I love summer. This one better rock. I'm also gonna work at Sanp Pedro as a counselor for a couple weeks. Hope that will be memorable. Monika is going to high school, I'm so excited. I'll have someone to wake up with in the mornings, and someone to go home on the bus with! A little more then a week ago, Monika and I went to that Britney Spears concert. It was Hot Hot Hot! We had great seats but the crowd by us wasn't hyped up enough. Seeing the concert and Britney in front of me I though she's overrated. She's a great dancer and hott but without all her dancers and the lights and the special effects, she's not that amazing. And nowadays there are more girls that are hotter then her. But I still like this album of hers the best. SO I got into the Talent show. It will be this Friday. As Chip Douglas says, Congratulations to me! Hah, Krystal didn't get in and it got me pissed. I also won't be seeing her in Leadership next year, that sux. SO life's going well. I'm so tired of school though, all the work is just old now. AP test in less then a month! Eek! I want to pass but I won't be crying if I don't. Just less then two months. We can do it.........This song here, has some really deep words. Heard this guy on Oprah, and the song is great, so here are the lyrics: Spend My Time by Clint Black
How can we know how far,
The long way can be?
Looking from where we are,
It never seemed that long to me.
I've many miles behind me,
Maybe not so much ahead.
It seems I made good time,
With the directions I misread.

So I'm gonna spend my time,
Like it's going out of style.
I'm moving the bottom line,
Farther than a country mile.
I still have hills to climb,
Before I hit that wall.
No matter how much time I buy,
I can never spend it all.

Funny thing, that time:
We're always running out.
I'm always losing mine,
There's not enough of it about.
An' though it's always here,
It will always come and go.
The days become the years,
That'll be gone before you know.

So I'm gonna spend my time,
Like it's going out of style.
I'm moving the bottom line,
Better than a country mile.
I still have hills to climb,
Before I hit that wall.

I won't go quietly into that dark night.
There'll be no more burnin' daylight.
I'll be living in,
Every moment that I'm in.

Oh,I'm gonna spend my time,
Like it's going out of style.
I'll only use what's mine,
I've been savin' for a while.
I still have hills to climb,
Before I hit that wall.

No matter how much time I buy,
I can never spend it all.
No matter how much time we buy,
We can never spend it all.

I'm gonna spend my time.
I'm gonna spend my time.

2004-04-09T08:11:00.001-07:00

2004-04-09T08:11:00.000-07:00

2004-02-21T13:34:00.000-08:00

Oops sorry. turns out the milk is skim...NVM:-P

2004-02-21T07:46:00.000-08:00

Bored. I'm supposed to be jogging 5 miles right now but (heh) stopped at half a mile cuz i have a cramp. Dang it! LoL Got on the scale and lost another pound. But u know what? I'm deprevied of food. really, i feel weak. I felt so pumped up to jog the 5M this morning but now i feel like not doing it. I gotta do sumthin though...mabye after i get some energy. I'm pissed cuz today is the day I'm only to eat bananas and drink skim milk and water. My mom thought it was "fat free" milk so now we have a gallon of it. I already opened it so can't take it back, but I need some milk! My skim milk! I'm super strict when it comes to diets and I need what i need. I don't have it so I'm pissed cuz what if this won't let me lose weight! Guess I'll make it up by drinking the "fat fee" milk and jogging 5 miles (now 4.5) somewhere in the day. I need to lose weight as fast as possible, summer is coming soon. I'm tired of getting depressed by how I look. Won't go into it any further cuz what I'm thinking might really sound weird to u. SO I'll leave it at that.

2004-02-17T14:17:00.000-08:00

Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now lyrics from STARSHIP

Looking in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that I found is too good to be true
Standing here beside you, want so much to give you
This love in my heart that I'm feeling for you

Let 'em say we're crazy, I don't care 'bout that
Put your hand in my hand baby, don't ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart

And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now
Woh woh oh

I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes, I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times, see it through the bad times
Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do

Let 'em say we're crazy, what do they know
Put your arms around me baby, don't ever let go
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart

And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us

Ooh, all that I need is you, all that I ever need
And all that I want to do, is hold you forever, forever and ever
And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us
(And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever)
Woh oh oh-oh-oh (nothing's gonna stop us now)
Nothing's gonna stop us (world runs out of lovers)
Now (we'll still have each other)
(Nothing's gonna stop us) us now
(And we can build this dream together) hey baby
(Standing strong forever) I know
(Nothing's gonna stop us now)

2004-02-16T09:19:00.000-08:00

# 15 is self-discipline

2004-02-16T09:11:00.000-08:00

Sooo it is Monday, no school, Valentine's Day has passed. I cheated. On the diet. Cuz its a holiday u know and I needed some tasty pleasures. Mmm was cheatimg good? very. Not to worry, I'm back on it again with my new best friend, the treadmill. So it is Monday like I said and I'm alone at home just being at peace. I know I have to accomplish some things throughout today, but am not going to think about them right now. I finished Fcat Explorer and have been listening to "Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now" by Starship for like an hour. This song has put me in a mood. A mood for romance. HeHe. Yes I feel there are those times when a single person, sitting at home, feels they want a boyfriend or girlfriend that will take them out somewhere, anywhere and they can just be together, make out, and have a good laugh. I'll get out of this mood probably when I stop listening to the song but for now, I'm daydreaming of having a guy here by me. Anywho I decided it's best to date a guy who you knew as a friend before, because if I found out a dude liked me and I went with him, I'd just feel awkward if we didn't know eachother before. So I've made a list of qualities I want my prince charming to have. Here goes: from most important to least
#1. He needs to be madly in love with me. He needs to know how special I am and be certain that I'm the soul that was meant to be mates with his soul. This is because I can't like a guy who doesn't completely, fully like me.
#2. Gotta be loyal and respectful. Sure you can look at other girls but you have to truly think I'm the most beautiful girl and respect me as your equal, not as someone below you.
#3.Truthful. You have to tell me the truth always, thats all there is to it.
#3.5. Makes me laugh.
#4.Romantic. I need a man who I can be in love with forever. Thatmeans we have to keep our love alive by romanticizing everything. Kepp on flirting .This quality follows quality #1.
#4. Good grinder. I dunno but ever since I saw save the Last Dance I've wanted a dude who can grind his body against mine when we dance. I just think its so sexy when a guy and you dance real close like in Dirty Dancing.
#5. Know how to please a female. This one is adult material kids but this list will have no gaps because of fears of offending anyone.
#6. Has to have goals for himself and at least try to fulfill them.
#7. Has to play a sport(dancing to me is a sport) or at least exercise regularly.
#8. Gotta be comfortable with himself nd be outgoing.
#9. Good grades in school.
#10. Taller then me.
#11. Sexy eyes.
#12. Moviebuff
#13. not and aethiest. sorry but aethiests get me depressed
#14. Be optimistic not a pessimist
#15. Have self-disciple
#16. Manners
#17. Adventorous, by this I mean we can travel and he's not afraid to get his hands dirty
# 18. Suprises me. ex:getaways, concert tickets, hot air balloon rides, I guess this one goes with # 4
#19. Sings, diesnt have tp be good but likes to sing his songs and mabyes sing to me, like I would to him.
#20. My family like him and visa versa.
That is all for now because I need to go. Anyways, I believe I'll have this wonderful man soon. I dream I will. till later...............

2004-02-05T18:42:00.000-08:00

YES!! Its freakin gone! Now I can be at peace with one more thing :-P

2004-02-05T18:40:00.000-08:00

I'm writing to get rid of the HEYYY thats so long its making everything else so long. soo, humm, humm I'm on Atkins, lost 11 lbs. in less then a month!
So cant wait till Monika gets to high school, she's gonna have to wake up at 6! thats 2 hours earlier then when she does now. it'll be nice to share the pain with someone. I'm probably gonna have to wake her up. It'll be great, we'll ride the bus together, see eachother at school. Monika says to me her school life is easier because of me. She says people know who she is because they know me, like teachers and even students. Its very kool but I don't have that benefit. Its up to me to get "liked" and known by people and then Monika is automatically liked because she's my sister, an Olenderek. Though I know she's gonna have Mr. Robie, like I did, I don't know if she'll have any of my other teachers. But omg, I grew up so much 1st year in high school. I'm so scared for her. I want her to always stay my little great sister. Not some person flirting with boys and doing stupid things. I hope she stays on the right path. I believe she will. I will stay by her side and help her out, I love her and that's what I'm here for. Though she already doesn't really need help from me, I know I have some good advice. I hope she looks up to me. I'm trying to be a great role model, but I'm not perfect. Well, in a few months, I'll see for myself if Monika will be Monika, or will she change to "fit in." Yeek! Either way, everything's gonna be alright :-)I have hope

2004-02-04T20:04:00.000-08:00

Guess my thoughts were incorrect. Tracy just got eliminated from the Mole!!! Now I think it's Rodman with my mum

2004-02-04T16:03:00.000-08:00

You are going to marry Justin Tiberlake. He has a
wonderful sense of humor and pours his heart
and soul into everything he does or ever will
do. Congrats!!

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2004-02-04T16:01:00.000-08:00

You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and self-
absorbed, one thing is certain - life with you
will never be boring!

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2004-02-04T15:53:00.000-08:00

Well well well. Havent wrote in a while I know. But instead of catching up, this one will be a short one, I gotta do stuff. So, Return of the King had come out and its wondeful, it won best picture at Golden Globes. Grammys this weekend! Oscars in 3 weekends! Monika and I have tickets to the Britney Spears concert on Monday on March 29, 2004. Have to admit I'm so excited. Her concerts are amazing from what I've seen on TV. Her Cd I do not have but "got hold of" all her songs anyway. This album is much better then her others I think. It's much more dancy and here are parts of some lyrics to some of her songs: SONG "TOUCH OF MY HAND"~"I shut myself out from the world so I can draw the blinds, and I teach myself to fly. Cause I just discovered, imagination's taking over, another day without a lover. The more I come to understand, the touch of my hand." SONG "BREATHE ON ME"~"Boy, don't stop cause I'm half way there. Just breathe on me, ooh baby just, breathe on me, we don't need top touch just...breathe." SONG "EARLY MORNIN`"~"I light your fire
Your one desire, Pull on me, baby And I'll take you higher You should try her, So come over here and let's go so"
Woah wonder how she's gonna perform those songs!!! Um watching celebrity mole and think Tracy Gold is the Mole! who knows though. Krystal's birthday is in March and she's taking me to IOA, Universal and a hotel. Jst me, her, and her mom. Real excited, haven't had room service in forever. Okay I g2g suddenly.........

2003-11-19T16:12:00.000-08:00

Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."

The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.

As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.

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2003-11-19T15:59:00.000-08:00

Dido - White Flag Lyrics

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of 'It's over'
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

2003-11-19T15:55:00.000-08:00

so its 6:40pm now and i feel like writing sumthin, anything at all. I'm convinced my computer is possessed by spirits cuz weird, unexplainable stuff keep happening. Hmmm. I called my parents for the 4th time though theyre not picking up the phone. The reason for the calling is to remind them to get paper towels and windex or sumthin cuz Yoko, my dog, is regurgitating in every place possible. That was a nice word there instead of puke or throw upLol-big words remind me of Dawson's Creek-I miss the show. YES! they called bac, whoopi. Today in English we learned subject-verb agreement. I love the song 'White Flag" by Dido. Its awesome. AWESOME o wow...like totally frak me out I mean right on..Marta sure is #1.............NOT. So i'll be stuck with cleaning up after Yoko since I'm the only one in the family not grossed out by it. Guess thats why I could be a doctor.....butI can't cuz i dunno how i would feel if a patient of mine dies in surgery. Ouch....big ouch. lol Thanksgiving break is next week. I'm extatic. No really....lol. I dont think I'll go to cgoir for 2 hours tonight...even though I was supposed to. I might go to the gym for an hour though.....if I dont procrastinate on my homework like I'm doing right now. SO I have nothing to wear tomorrow. Nothing to eat either. Its almost 7 now and I had a coke and 22 Dorito chips. Unhealthy yea but theres nothing else. And I'm hungry. Got 16 points left still so I'll use the rest for healthy food my rents r supposed to be buying now. REminder to self~get picture book, or book itself of Dante's Inferno...very intersting book.

2003-11-07T19:55:00.000-08:00

Father Figure
by George Michael
That's all I wanted
Something special, something sacred
In your eyes
For just one moment
To be bold and naked
At your side

Sometimes I think that you'll never
Understand me
Maybe this time is forever
Say it can be

That's all you wanted
Something special, someone sacred
In your life
Just for one moment
To be warm and naked
At my side

Sometimes I think that you'll never
Understand me
But something tells me together
We'd be happy

(baby)
I will be your father figure
(oh baby)
Put your tiny hand in mine
(I'd love to)
I will be your preacher teacher
(be your daddy)
Anything you have in mind
(it would make me)
I will be your father figure
(very happy)
I have had enough of crime
(please let me)
I will be the one who loves you
Until the end of time

That's all I wanted
But sometimes love can be mistaken
For a crime
That's all I wanted
Just to see my baby's
Blue eyes shine
This time I think my lover
Understands me
If we have faith in each other
Then we can be
Strong

I will be your father figure
Put your tiny hand in mine
I will be your preacher teacher
Anything you have in mind
I will be your father figure
I have had enough of crime
I will be the one who loves you
Until the end of time

If you are the desert
I'll be the sea
If you ever hunger
Hunger for me
Whatever you ask for
That's what I'll be

So when you remember the ones who have lied
Who said that they cared
But then laughed as you cried
Beautiful darling
Don't think of me
Because all I ever wanted
It's in your eyes baby, baby
And love can't lie, no
(greet me with the eyes of a child)
My love is always telling me so
(heaven is a kiss and a smile)
Just hold on, hold on
I won't let you go, my baby

I will be your father figure
Put your tiny hand in mine
I will be your preacher teacher
Anything you have in mind
I will be your father figure
I have had enough of crime
(so I am gonna love you)
Until the end of time
I will be your father
I will be your preacher
I will be your father
(I'll be your daddy)
I will be the one who loves you
Until the end of time

2003-11-07T19:44:00.000-08:00

Homecoming dance was about a week ago. It was fun. LoL yea

2003-10-29T12:11:00.000-08:00

Hello, my happy friend. You have high spirits and
know how to have a good time. When your friends
go out, most likely they invite you almost all
the time. You most likely will enjoy your
Halloween. Good for you. Keep up the
experiment. You probably light people's dark
days with your smiles and laughter. Although
you're good, doesn't mean you're an angel. You
can tend to have a scary and/or other type of
side to you. As long as you have fun, do your
scares this Halloween. Have a safe and happy
one, Joyous Pumpkin.

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2003-10-29T12:01:00.000-08:00

Current mood: happy and powerful! HeHe
Current Song: "Theres Gotta Be More TO Life" by Stacie Orrico
So currently I'm belting out songs cause I'm feeling I dunno ?"singfull"?
This week @ WSHS its HOMECOMING week! woo! Its the week where in most classes you dont do work but watch movies, decorate doors, do nothing, ect. All except Latin of course. No Mr. Robie will not let us have the pleasure of coming into his class and not learning something new! HaHa
SO last night which was October 28th(so I can remember) was the 1st annual Kareoke Night titled Look At Me Now. Well it was awesome and I wish I can relive it all. I was a performer and so was Krystal Foggs! Woo go Krystal. And there were like 10 other acts. Anywho I danced/lip sync to Britney's concert remix of I Can't Get No Satisfaction/ Oops I Did It Again. Words can not explain how I felt when I was doing it. omg. Everyone was shocked I could dance that way. That night and the Mr and Mrs WSHS night are my favorite performances I ever did. This is what I want to do in the future. I really do. Xept that I'm not stupid and I know the chances of becoming the next Britney are less likely then getting struck by lightening but I think to myself...I loved to perform when I was so little and I never really stopped. Some people go throght phases where they want to perform but that is not what they really want so they try other things, sports, ect. ect. But I hope that like so far in my life I will never give up performing. Not if i have the chance to have another night like I had last night. I don't do it to become popular, I do it cause I like the feeling, I like the way you can put a smile on people, I love when people can feel what you do and get up and dance. Man I know right now that last night was the best performance I've had ever in my life. And HaHa noone has it taped so it will only be in my memory and others who saw it. This all sounds corny but I have to express this corniness out of me and this is a journal anyway. So I'm away to take a relaxing hour in bed be4 Oprah comes on then homework...mabye gym?LoL
Ka Surra Surra
Whatever Will Be Will Be
The Future Is Not Ours To See
Ka Surra Surra : - P

2003-10-22T14:58:00.000-07:00

Hilary Duff-So Yesterday

You can change your life
(If you wanna)
You can change your clothes
(If you wanna)
If you change your mind
Well that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
('Cuz I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
That's already flown away

Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored
(If you wanna)
You can act real tough
(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
That's already flown away

Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, What is left to do
How can you hang up,If the line is dead
If you walk out, I'm a step ahead
If you're movin' on, I'm already gone
If the light is off, Then it isn't on
At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
That's already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
Haven't you heard you're so (yesterday)

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
That's already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

2003-10-16T22:40:00.000-07:00

This song right here is dedicated to someone ummm..yea ENJOY!
Fighter Lyrics

When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Thanx for the lyrics Christina :-)

2003-10-11T08:47:00.000-07:00

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-10-05T19:32:00.000-07:00

Adventure Orlando

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2003-10-05T19:21:00.000-07:00

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2003-10-05T19:18:00.000-07:00

STAND UP: You are a natural stand-up comedian. You
watch the news with people, and when you give
your opinions, people start laughing. They are
not laughing at you, they are laughing because
what you say is so TRUE. The world is a very
funny place, full of natural comedy. All you do
is repeat various humorous things that you
notice from everyday life. Your unique
perspective on the world is what makes you so
funny. Of all the various comedy types, you may
be the funniest of them all!

PREMIUM COMEDY OF YOUR TYPE IS WELCOMED AT:
http://pub98.ezboard.com/bkickbanned

How funny are you?
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2003-09-13T09:44:00.000-07:00

You are Jasmine from Aladdin!

What Disney Princess are you?
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2003-09-13T09:22:00.000-07:00

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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2003-09-13T09:17:00.000-07:00

Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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2003-08-31T12:45:00.000-07:00

It is a beautiful Sunday afternoon on August 31st! Tomorrow is 1st of September/wow! a whole month of school is gone! YEAH! Man I'm growing so fast. What am I doing?
Last night I watched one of the best performances in MTV history(at least thats what my family, me, and part of the planet think) It was the Madonna, Britney, Christina, and Missy performance that just shocked me. Not only were there controversial kisses, but the way Madonna came out on stage and the whole celebrity audience stood up out of their seats gave me goosebumps. It was definetly something that will be remebered and I wish I was in that audience but at least I have it taped.
Onto more important world matters.....well I don't really know what's going on in the world currently but I will try to find out more, cause it's always good to know.
I still gots sum AP homewrk left but it's doable and I plan to finish it up 2night. Tomorrow/no school/Labor Day/ mom told me we will be going out for a BBQ! Mom and I are off the diet today! OMG, it felt soo good to eat good food. I will never get tired of food. We went out to a Greek brunch and it was awesome but I was stuffed a bit early in the meal/meant I couldn't eat anymore(which is awesome).
Let's see...what else is going on.....I think that's about it. Life is going fairly well I'm suprised, I'm actually prett happy all the time. Now I just hope nothing bad happens because somehow...happiness doesn't last forever. LoL It has it's ups, and it's downs. I depart with a tribute to this year's MTV performance of the year. Here are the lyrics to "Like A Virgin" (which was sung in this performance. It has wicked lyrics, I just noticed. The part I like is in bold. : )
LIKE A VIRGIN
Written by Billy Steinberg and Tom Kelly

I made it through the wilderness
Somehow I made it through
Didn't know how lost I was
Until I found you

I was beat incomplete
I'd been had, I was sad and blue
But you made me feel
Yeah, you made me feel
Shiny and new
Like a virgin
Touched for the very first time
Like a virgin
When your heart beats
Next to mine

Gonna give you all my love, boy
My fear is fading fast
Been saving it all for you
'Cause only love can last

You're so fine and you're mine
Make me strong, yeah you make me bold
Oh your love thawed out
Yeah, your love thawed out
What was scared and cold

Like a virgin
Touched for the very first time
Like a virgin
With your heartbeat
Next to mine

Oooh, oooh, oooh

You're so fine and you're mine
I'll be yours 'till the end of time
'Cause you made me feel
Yeah, you made me feel
I've nothing to hide

Like a virgin
Touched for the very first time
Like a virgin
With your heartbeat
Next to mine

Like a virgin, ooh, ooh
Like a virgin
Feels so good inside
When you hold me, and your heart beats, and you love me

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Ooh, baby
Can't you hear my heart beat
For the very first time?

2003-08-30T17:01:00.000-07:00

You have wonderful taste in movies, music, and so
on. I am just so proud of you,
it.....well.....I think I love you. (plz vote
4 quiz-bottom of pg.)

Do you have good taste?
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2003-08-30T16:52:00.000-07:00

You are the Second Doctor: Affable, impish, and
fond of simple pleasures as well as simple
pranks. Your mischievous exterior camouflages a
powerful mind and a great deal of courage.
Although you care nothing for appearances, you
place a high value on the bonds of true and
lasting friendship.

Which Incarnation of the Doctor Are You?
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2003-08-30T16:39:00.000-07:00

"Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics)
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Which 80's Song Fits You?
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2003-08-27T18:30:00.000-07:00

intelligent: you are really smart and often get
rewarded for that fact. you're not one to speak
out too much and only your friends know the
funny person you really are. occasionally you
might get hassle for being yourself, but at the
end of the day you know better to just be
yourself and that's why the people around you,
love ya! you're a good friend and as loyal as
anything and would never dream of directing
those around you to do what you want, you're
creative, talented and smart. you're what most
people secretly envy!

what kind of girl are you?
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Ur more suttle in ur hair style. U might like to be
curly or have hair with volume.

Witch Hair style would you have.
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2003-08-25T18:28:00.000-07:00

Lion King!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Ichi - "That one with wisdom"

What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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2003-08-25T18:11:00.000-07:00

It is a b-e-a-utiful Monday night, and Jan. 25th. As of now the Lord of the rings : the two towers DVD and video is out in stores in 193 minutes! School started, it's same old same old, nothing changed since last year, xept obviously seniors are gone/freshmen are in/and I moved up a grade( wish I can skip at least one grade). My mom and I have been on a diet for 8 days (6more days to go) and I lost about 7 pounds so far, my mom 10. I'm currently okay but yesterday I was having major cravings for the only food I crave for....ICE CREAM! MMmmmm. Just so happened Monika bought a pint of White Chocolate Rasberry Ice Cream, and barely touched it. I was NOT a happy camper. But it passed. I have a BIG latin test tomorrow, hope I do very well! : D Today on the bus a boy was talking how he and every other boy on the bus would like to tap a certain girl's A.S.S. and how she is so HOTT. (she was a freshmen)Nothing I haven't heard before but it just made me and the other girls on the bus feel we weren't "hott" enough. I know it's not true and boys will be boys, but I believe comments like that should be kept to oneself. I personally couldn't see myself say that in front of the whole bus about a boy. Paradise Hotel is on and I'm outtie! : )

2003-08-16T13:01:00.000-07:00

it's a beautiful day!

2003-07-20T11:51:00.000-07:00

Christina Aguilera A Voice Within lyrics

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

2003-07-20T11:48:00.000-07:00

So it is June 20th ( 2weeks till school begins) I haven't even studied half of the Latin vocabulary words I needed to study. I am so stressin out about that. I wont be back home till late Friday night the 25th since I have camp so I'll have little time to study them. My mom said she'll help but I don't know I feel scared I won't learn them all, so scared. Okay but off my mind now. I was just in camp and it was a lot of fun and a lot of drama. Three counselers got fired for smoking weed on camp ground and one dude counseler just quit. Some of the time I felt kinda left out of the gang cause all these counselers have known eachother for years and became best friends, this is just my first year working. There was one major staff meeting where all of us expressed our deep feelings about the staff and I said something that took a lot of guts to say on my part and all the staff was suprised and after I said that, the counselers became mucho nicer to me. I just hope it lasts. I'm going back to camp in like 90minutes for another week. I haven't even began packing yet. (Woah, Latin and this~~I'm such a procrastinator) I need to work on my procrastination habits lol, they cause more stress, which isn't good for me. It was a weird past week for me at camp because I had to get used to being a real leader. I had to get all the girls's attentions and make them listen to me when I told them what to do at the dorms. I needed to be strict and yell at them at times and say "no no no that's not what ur supposed to do" it was stressful when some girls didn't follow the rules. I noticed the popular girls are the ones that are bad as in breaking rules. I made some connections with some of te campers. A few girls would tell me their secrets, about boy asking them to the dance we have, and come to me crying for advice and help or just to tell me their problems. Like I said, it was hard at times to swith to the leader role when I'm not all grown up myself and still insicure. I sang songs to the campers and they made me promise I would try out for American Idol (which I'm not) but it was a self-esteem booster upper! : D The ages of the campers were 12-15. This week it should be better since the ages are 8-11. There were a few inside jokes we made at camp though. Like the snap cups "snaps for Oprah" lol G.T.G.T. I got like 5-7 hours of sleep each night (not something wanted during summer vacation) but hey, sooner or later it will pay off I know it. I really want to become more well known around the camp so I know I will stick with it for years to come. Now I will go to start some packing. Off I go! : D Dear Lord, let this week be a great, relaxing, fun, filled with good memories, happy one! Amen.

2003-07-10T20:31:00.000-07:00

YAY! You are obsessed as can be!(like me)pardon the
ryme)

Do you truly love the LOTR movies? (or is it all just for Elijah and Orlando)
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2003-07-06T20:51:00.000-07:00

You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.

What feeling do you represent?
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2003-07-06T20:36:00.000-07:00

Had a happy 4th of July(sorta)! I was kinda full.... Mom, Dad, sis, and I left house around 4 and drove around for like 90minutes(with TCBY treats) just enjoying the scenery and looking for a restaurant. We ended up eatin` @ Kobe's( my favorite restaurant thx 2 Kathy) Monika and I got soooo full. We didn't even wanna go see the fireworks, just stay in the car cause we couldnt walk, HaHa. I jst love that feeling lol. We ended up sitting next to this boy who jst turned twelve that day, my sister told him Happy Birthday and he turned red and his friends and parents started to make the oooOOO sound. It was sweet and funny, lol. AND THEN we went down to some town downtown (*forgot the name HA, go me*)to c fireworks. Parked on the roof of one of those paid parking places. Walked down to a hotel to use the bathrooms, my dad led us into a dinner party(private) that we werent supposed to be @ so we had to sneak out quickly, lol(thx Dad). Walked around trying to find a seat on the grass to see the fireworks but it was so crowded and hott we ended up going up to the roof to se the fireworks, which were really good. On our walk bac to the roof, Dad and I sang the lines"Tiny Bubbles.....in wine.....make me happy.....make me feel fine" as a round, from the song, Tiny Bubbles.(HaHa goodtimes,goodtimes) I Went bac home and I watched Sweet Home Alabama for 1st time. Next day went over Allison's house and Kim came and we had an interesting convo about sex, haha. Yea, it was fun"*Baa Baa black sheep*" LoL. We set off fireworks, and then Allison and I saw some very interesting footage of behind the set of Lord of the Rings! THE HOBBIT is coming out 2006! I'll be in college! Ahhhhhh! Wow, times flying by.I need to do some homework that Ive left behind, *moan*. Now it is Sunday, going to the last five days of summer skool~gym and uh yep thats it. ANd I'm free!Free Fallin`! HaHa ..............NOT! Then that weeked... bac to camp for me for 2 weeks. I wanna see The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen first though.

2003-06-28T18:07:00.000-07:00

You are John Mayer! Although you are new on the
scene, you are a force to be reckoned with. You
have the talent and charisma to charm millions.
Your future is limitless.

Which Mellow Singer Are You?
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2003-06-28T17:52:00.000-07:00

You are Princess Zelda- from the animated TV show,
of course. She's a lady *and* a fighter, being
skilled in many forms of combat, and she's wise
beyond her years.

Which Kick-Butt Female Are You?
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2003-06-27T14:31:00.000-07:00

Been a while, but today is June 27, 2003 and 5:18PM. Waiting for Friends to come on @ 6PM. WOW! A whole month of summer vacation jst flew by. I had a good time at camp for the time I wasn't on kitchen duty, that stunk. I cried : ( and I missed my family and my doggy and .....yea. LoL Now I'm currently in summer school~P.E. Its not that bad, today my basketball team won 5-1 and I scored 3 out of the 5 baskets! My mom wonders if I want to try out for the basketball team. I'll be going back to camp on the 13th of July and wont be back till ummm..... I think its the25 or 26th? Either way, then summer will be over : ( and I have summer school till camp, so. I am going to look @ some sites. write in lata: )

2003-06-01T19:54:00.000-07:00

Just about my last post, I feel much better now! Guess it was a mood swing, but I'm over it and happy now. I'm still looking for that soulmate, though, lol.

2003-06-01T10:46:00.000-07:00

You need a relationship that is low drama and full
of cuddling!

What Kind of Relationship Do You Need?
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2003-06-01T10:35:00.000-07:00

SO....the last time I wrote was about 3 WEEKS ago! So here's what's been happening, it is the 1st of June, yey! School has been over for over a week now. I had my birthday party on the 16th and it was real nice, wish I could have another one. On the 28th I went to Allison's end of school bash and it was really fun. We watched The Ring and part of A Guy Thing. Krystal came over on the 30th and we saw The Italian Job. Now I'm jst sitting here by my lonesome, listening to random, downloaded songs(currently "A New Day"). I leave for camp this Wednesday on the 4th and won't be bac until the 20th! Then summer school starts from there, after that, camp again! I'm in AOF this year and don't know what part I have yet but we're doing The Pajama Game. First rehersal is 2morrow night on the 2nd and tonight I have to, have to start packing, ugh, I don't like it. I'm not doing real well right now, emotionally. Last night I cried for at least 30 minutes. I would explain why, but I know noone would understand. Or mabye they would but they'd be too shy to say they feel that way too. I don't know if it's because I'm a teenager but I feel like noone understands me or doesn't wanna understand me. All I know is that I'm keeping my problems to myself right now because I'm afaraid noone has the same ones as I do. I wish I had a soulmate or something, someone I can always talk to about anything. Anyways, I hope I can get passed this mopy mood, because I can't be like this at camp. So I'm out for now, below are the lyrics to a song called, "I'll Stand By You". I heard it from Dawson's Creek, whicjh by the way is over now, and the last show was the best! I'll miss it dearly.
I'll Stand By You -- by The Pretenders
Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too
But I'm alot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
Take me into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.

And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone,
You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you.

2003-05-08T20:32:00.000-07:00

You are a Geek! Jeez! You do all your homework
the moment you get it, and get straight A's.
You think everyone respects you for this.
Yeah, right.

What kind of student are you?
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2003-05-08T20:21:00.000-07:00

Just a quick note, 9 school days days till summer vacation and counting!

2003-05-08T20:20:00.000-07:00

So....the show Dawson's Creek is coming to a final end this Wednesday on May 14 of 2003. A day to remember, lol. I can truthfully say the show changed me(when I would watch it). Commercials say it defined a generation. All I know is that I didn't watch it for a while after I thought it was getting too dramatic and unreal, which a lot of shows are. But somehow now that I know the final show will be on this coming week and it will never continue again....well it just makes me sad. It was a good show. It has beautiful peopel on it thats for sure. And its a break from all the crappy reality shows on today. I haven't seen it yet but I hear rumors about Dawson drowning and dieing in the last show, hence the name, Dawson's Creek. Which makes sense, since that would be a good reason to end the show. Either way, the show will be worth the watch for the last time. As I go for tonight, I have to end saying I'm going to a United Nations Conference tomorrow morning @8 with my class @UCF. My pasrents aren't home and its about a quarter after 11. I don't tink tey'll be back until 2. O how hard they work, and how guilty I feel for that.
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

2003-05-02T21:30:00.000-07:00

Which Season are you?

which stereotype are you?

You are Psychic!

What's Your Magic Power?
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I'm Phoebe Buffay from Friends!

Take the Friends Quiz here.

created by stomps.

2003-04-28T14:58:00.000-07:00

Alright I have some exciting news! BUT, i don't wanna ginx myself so I won't post the info till after the 17th of May! but omg, it will be great if I do this , if I don't its alright cause I made it this far and I know its a closeclose call but I'll keep posting/ progress reports~B in biology, Ciccerelou-go figure, shes soooo hard for me! Ahhhh! I'm pretty sure I can raise it 2 an A but u never know bout these things. So who do u guys think will win American Idol??? I think it will be a close call between Ruben and Clay. I have to admit I loved Ruben at first but now I really like Clay. I always stick to my first choice though, so I guess I'm leaning towards Ruben. Same w/ Backstreet Boys and Nsync, even though I thought Nsync was better then BSB I kept saying they sucked cause I always go with the first choice. I listened to Hanson yesterday! omg that brought back soo so many childhood memories. I listened to MmmBop, remember that guys??? That used to be real popular, lol. And I listened to Robyn-she sang "Always Be Around" and "Show Me Love". Yea, she's gone now too. : ( But I will remember the past popstars, including my all time childhood obsession....THE SPICE GIRLS. Oh yeah I was more then a fan, I was a wannabe, lol. Today we watched some videos of Africa and how the people live there in Social Studies. I was reminded of how we are all so lucky to live and be here. I just wanna say that we don't have ANYTHING to complain about. We live in Winter Springs for goodness sakes! If u think u have problems, u don't. Just trade spots with one of the millions of orphans with HIV and see if you'll get a better picture of what problems really are. Then trade spaces with one of the millions of little girls that are being raped and sexually abused by older men, or a 7yr old child working a strenuous job of 16 hours a day, 7 days a week. I think I make my point but I could keep going. Oh, and do u think these children were bad human beings in any way? NO! They didn't ask for this, they were born into this. Some of them are even better people then some of us. Just remember there are millions of such cases EVERDAY, not only now, but EVERDAY! So guys, jst reminding u to cherish what u have and don't be greedy and whiny, cause I bet you don't know what real hardships are. Sorry I'm just saying this kinda in the open, but it came to my mind and I wanted to share with you this so it can make u a better person. I have to go get ready to go to powderpuff. Sienara!

2003-04-28T14:37:00.000-07:00

HEyyy!

2003-04-26T07:54:00.000-07:00

SURVEY
01.Fallen for your best friend?:nope
02. Made out w/ JUST a friend?:not w/ jst a friend
03. Been rejected?: oh yea
04. Been in love?: not yet
05. Been in lust?: yup
06. Used someone?: yep
07. Been used?: yep
08. Cheated on someone?: nope
09. Been cheated on?: if i was, i never found out about it
10. Been kissed?yep
11. Done something you regret?:not anymore, it made me so much stronger and wiser
*Who was the last person...*
12. You touched? mom i think
13. You talked to?Monika
14. You hugged? **mom***
15. You instant messaged?Krystal Foggs
16. You kissed? an a**hole who I'm not naming for I hope non of u ever have to meet him and if u do....RUN
17. You had sex with? noone
18. You yelled at? my mom
19. You laughed with? my mom
21. Who broke your heart? the same a**hole
*Do you...*
22. Color your hair? nope
23. Have tattoos? nope
24. Piercings? yep
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? both no lol *non*
27. Own a web cam? no
28. Ever get off the damn computer? whenever I have to whicjh is most of the time
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? no but i do Polish
30. Habla espanol? a very tiny bit
31. Quack? yup
*Have you / do you/ are you...*
32. Stolen anything? yea but nothing important to anyone
33. Smoke? no
34. Schizophrenic? noo
35. Obsessive? yep*LOTR*
36. Compulsive? nah
37. Obsessive compulsive? nah nah
38. Panic? usually
39. Anxiety? all thre time
40. Depressed? sometimes
41. Suicidal? nope
42. Obsessed with hate? definetly not, i love everyone even though i might use the word sometimes
43. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? never have/ never will
44. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? no like i said i love everyone
45. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? in Poland
46. Who would you be with? my whole family
47. What would you be doing? talking
48. What are you listening to? was to "bring Me to Life"
49. Can you do anything freakish with your body? yep
50. Chicken or fish? ummm... I'd have to go w/ fish
51. Is ice cream the best thing in the world? the BEST FOOD in the WORLD

2003-04-15T18:11:00.000-07:00

Hey! Long time huh? Sorry, I just didn't have much to say, lol. So don't mind if this one is kinda long. Anyway, Allison, I'm writing in my blog! yey!lol Darn it! My mom is telling me I have to get on cause she has to make a phone call, guess this won't be too long. Umm I'm listening to Cher, "This is A Song For the Lonely", haha WOOOO rock on Cher, I can relate to this one. "This is a song, for the lonely, can you hear me tonight? For the broken hearted, battle scar-ed, I'm here by your side" OWWO OWW. So tomorrow is my mommy's birthday! and this Saturday is mine! I'm gonna have a slammin party, lol, just need to know when and exactly what, haha. okay, g2g, but be4 I need to say I had the most amazing time on Monday night. I performed for the Mr./ Mrs. WSHS competition and sang Hero my Mariah Carey and wow, I got a standing ovation by like almost everybody! They wouldn't even let me finish the song, lol. It really felt like a "high" and I just can't explain it. Hope to do it again next year. Okay well my sister is yelling @ me for listening to music, geexz sometimes I wanna live alone, do anything I want. Can't wait to be like 20! Alright now mom is getting mad, I have to really go. Good~bye

2003-04-15T12:28:00.000-07:00

Which Piercing are you?

2003-04-13T11:08:00.001-07:00

Lady Macbeth

Which woman of Shakespeare are you?
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2003-04-13T11:08:00.000-07:00

Lady Macbeth

Which woman of Shakespeare are you?
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2003-04-11T21:47:00.000-07:00

You are Britney from the beginning!! Sweet and
innocent and all Catholic School Girl like. HIT
ME BABY ONE MORE TIME!

Which Britney are you?
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2003-04-05T19:05:00.000-08:00

You are one of the long time cast members and you have been coupled with one of daytime's hottest heart throbs! You have been brainwashed by the evil Stefano to think that you are a princess. But now that you have your wits
about you again, things have never been better between you and Bo. You probably should kill your evil best friend, Lexi for stealing your baby boy, but violence isn't really your style. Aren't you the sweetest thing!?!
~Which Days of Our Lives Diva are you? ~

2003-04-02T15:34:00.000-08:00

Personality Traits: You are a very curious and
knowledgeable person that loves to discover and
learn new things. You're also very intuitive
and are good at sensing other people's
emotions. You love hearing secrets of others,
although you often times have trouble keeping
them. Goals: to travel the world

Karen's Ultimate Quiz....To determine personality traits, goals, dreams, fears, secrets, how the world sees you, how you see the world, career possibilities, and which inanimate object you represent
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Your a Valkeryte, your the female version of a
knight. the noblest of peoples and the
strongest of the civilized. you always wore a
breast plate in case you had to battle and your
sword was a Great Sword that was 20 pounds and
you swung it around like it was just a piece of
wood. you had the courage of a lion, and the
fiercness of a dragon. but to the men you are
the most delicate looking person.

What Was your Midevil Persona like?
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2003-04-02T12:19:00.000-08:00

innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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2003-03-23T17:27:00.000-08:00

You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!

What kind of kiss are you?
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Blue Eyes

What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a
saint. You're probably an angel sent directly
from Heaven.

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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You wouldnt kill even if the circumstances were
live or die something to represent your kind

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2003-03-23T17:16:00.000-08:00

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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2003-03-22T18:41:00.000-08:00

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2003-03-21T13:39:00.000-08:00

Here is the link to the E-card by **EvaneScence**. Its a great song and let me be the first to tell you all, this band will become big! ENJOY! The lyrics are below too.
link: http://www.winduplist.com/ls/sites/evanescence/promo_50000/ecard.asp?pid=10274&sid=
LYRICS 2 "BRING ME TO LIFE"
"Bring Me To Life"
(feat. Paul McCoy)

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where i've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become

now that i know what i'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become
bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time i can't believe i couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

2003-03-19T11:02:00.000-08:00

Okay I'm writing today! Woo~hoo**HeHe, before anything I have to tell you all sumthing, there is this new song by Evanessence(don't know about the spelling) and its called "Bring Me To Life" I don't know man but its rocks. I love it. This dude, Andrew told me about them like I dunno a week ago and I thought he was just supporting what music but its great! Okay well I'm doing this fun English project over Spring Break! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I have also been catching up on my movies. I saw White Oleander(love that movie), One Hour Photo(very, terribly creepy movie-not scary, creepy), Tuck Everlasting(it was soo cute I had to see it twice, I think I'd enjoy it more if I didn't have a project!), Mr. Deeds(funny soso movie), and Minority Report(real good movie for first timers, but not one you want to see over and over again). Guess what everyone????The Oscars are this Sunday! Heck yea! My sister Monika and I are having a Lord of the Rings partythat night, supporting the movie all the way, its the best we think, and I don't know why everyone loves Chicago??I personally thought it was BORING! Anyway, Krystal asked James White last night if he knew a girl named Marta, he BLOCKED her! Okay now what is that supposed to mean? He hates me? Why would he block Krystal when she asked that question about ME? HaHa, I think its funny, since I don't know or talk to him anyway. Thanks a bunch Krystal, hope James UNblocks u. hehe. Everyone seems to be having a good time over Spring Break. I'm not, cause of this little PROJECT ,BIG, HUGE, AH! I hate it and I don't like Mrs. Lynch for doing this 2 us. I'm glad its only ONe, UNO, quarter of school till SUMMER! YEAH BABY! Then she can't give us anything! We won't have her!YEAAA! And We'll all become 10th graders! Alright well hope everyone is okay at this point in their lives. (*sigh*) I'm still looking for my soulmate(male)(*sigh*). Hopefully, I'll find the lucky guy soon, haha(joking). Okay well SIENARA every1! Till next time!

2003-03-18T19:27:00.000-08:00

Hey guys and gals! Sooooo sorry 4 not writing, geez its been long. hey I can't type right now, but I'll check in tomorrow, k? bye all! Lots of luv!

2003-03-06T15:28:00.000-08:00

Hey! Sorry I haven't written for a while(LoL Allison). I guess it just kept passing my mind, lol. Anyways it's Thursday and 6:14 PM. I'm mad cause of the project Mrs. Lynch, my English teacher gave to us. I'm really starting to dislike her. Why can't she give us a freakin test for once. What does she want us to suffer and not succeed? Anyway, I was just singing, you know practicing everyday to hit those high notes, LOL, to be like Celine Dion one day. To me she has the best vocals of anyone that ever lived! I mean if you really listen to her voice and hear what I hear, it's more then amazing. So far I can only hit Christina Aguilera's high notes but even she can't compete with Celine on the highest ones. The highest note I've heard Celine make is in a song called, `All By Myself `. It's real beautiful and she hits this note like she was born with it and holds it out for like 5 seconds. Sorry I'm kinda talking about nothin but I'm trying to write about sumthin, lol. Umm.. FCAT was cool. I didn't have to go to some classes which was a woopie! My sis's B-day was on the 1st and we saw LOTR, this would be the 5th time for me, 3rd time for my sister, Monika. Today I was examining a DEAD shark! I thought it was so cool, lol. Noone in my group wanted to touch it so I had to do ALL the examining! Guess I'll be dissecting it tomorrow! Woo Woo. Well that's it! 5 MORE SCHOOL DAYS TILL SPRING BREAK! Which now I'm not looking forward to thanks to Mrs. Lynch. Uh! Till next time, whenever that may be! Luv u all.

2003-02-20T14:35:00.000-08:00

It's Thursday and after 5! Yey! Well I haven't written recently cause I haven't had much time to even sit down, lol. Im writing this while I eat! Mmmmm. Which reminds me, today is the 2nd day of Weight Watchers! Woowoo. Ummm, nuthing has happened xept I'm in the Talent show in church! YeY! Umm yeah, practice is tonight! I raised my B in biology to an A! Um, okay, I g2g again, muahz! : )

2003-02-16T10:30:00.000-08:00

It is Sunday ad I have nothing to do. Which is a wonderful thing! I do however have to clean up my pigpen of a room, and do like 5 hours of homework, but other then that, I have leisure time! So I saw LOTr with Allison on Friday and as always it was amazing. I'm reading the third book now so I understood it even more! Saturday was a real lazy day for me, hehe. But I was so hyper, it was funny. I seriously had someone laughing every minute. I just was on a role. HaHa. My mom and I went to Movie Gallery and it wasn't on purpose but I was so excited by seeing Signs available I just took it and through the video on the ground! My mom was cracking up. It was a happy day I guess, I didn't care how I looked, what I ate, or what I did. I watched Insomnia, which was a harsh movie, Feardotcom, it was really stupid, and just today I watched SIGNS. That was a good movie, I love that director. It totally changed my outlook on things. I totally believe there are things living on other planets that are more intelligent then us. Anyhow, I still have Ya-Ya Sisterhood to watch so I'm excited! Okay well that's all I have to say for now, byebye: )

2003-02-14T14:22:00.000-08:00

So, today is Valentine's Day! Yey! I know some girls or boys don't have that special one to spend it with but I say I don't care. I say it doesn't matter for soon you will find your true love and you'll have many many Valentine Days together. So much you'll get sick of them, lol. Well mabye not. But do not fear, your love is near. And for all those who are already in love, well just keep the fire burnin, lol. Oh, yea, and for those who just go out with someone just to have him/her for Valentine's Day, well I feel sorry for you because you're really sad, lol. Anyway, I'm in a happy mood at the moment. I'm eating and eating cause tomorrow is supposed to be the first day of my diet till May! WOO, hope I can be strong, lol. And whats really got me happy, is Allison told me she can go see LOTR tonight! YES!!!! We"re gonna party hehe>omg< i jst looked at my dog yoko sleeping and she is wagging her tail<>haha Alright well Happy Valentines Day everybody!

2003-02-14T05:16:00.000-08:00

Zach Rooney! that was his last name! Sorry that was just on the back of my mind. Okay yesterday was the opposite of Wednesday.The day as I can remember was a bad day for me. No particular reason I just felt I was ugly, fat, nobody wanted to be my friend, you know that kinda day. BUT, I got through it. There is one thing that's bothering me though. This boy named James white that I knew in 8th grade went away and now is back. I wat to go up to him and say `Hey! How have you been?` But I never do cause I'm afaraid I'd look like a total dork. I'm gonna have to do it SOON. Then went on drama practice which was absolutaly boring for most of the time I was sitting down by the corner reading Lord of the RIngs. Then came this Atria Dance. Now I've never been to one of these but I knew that this was a dance fro older people who can't really walk and live in a retirement home. I was nervous at first but I asked this older gentleman to dance and he said yes! That was after I was turned down by like 5 people! Anyways I felt so good after the dance and really enjoyed myself. Finally, I went for auditions at St. Stephens for their talent show. Mrs. Diane told me I blew everyone away and I was very proud of myself. So then I came home and knew I had a lot of homework ahead of me. I told my mom and she said I didn't have to go to school! So here I am FRiday morning at home. AAaaaa. This feels great! Later I'm going to se LOR The Two Towers with Allison! YESSS!!!!! WOOOO! Till the adios amigos! : )

2003-02-12T19:23:00.000-08:00

Hello!, LoL. It's weird starting out writing because it's the first impression. But well here it goes. Today was a weird day. I mean it was good but then bad, hehe. Today in English we were writing poems with our names and I was reading mine to a boy next to. Well I might have been reading loudly or something because Mike Hopkins heard my poem an was like, "Mrs. Lynch(english teacher), Marta is a good poet". I dunno that just kinda brightened my day, LoL. Then I was walking to math and Zack(forgot his last name for the time being) said hey to me and then I said hey. I know it sounds corny but I was suprised he said hey cause well he's like popular and didn't know he liked me(as a friend I mean). At drama practice then all the sudden things got blurry. I don'y know what happened I just started getting pissed at EVERYTHING. Then I just wanted to cry. I still want to cry I just need something to start me off. It's past ten and I have math hw, study 4 katin quiz, study 4 english quiz, and essay due Friday, AND I need to take a shower! I guess that kinda gets me mad. I was just real sleepy today. Tomorrow I have a real busy day. I have school, drama till 5, atari dance from 6:30 to 8, then talent show practice at church from 8 till whenever+ homework. Ahh! HEy I'm watching the Mole and just found out Frederic is the mole! WOOOOOO!HAHA! Kathy won. Awwww, poor Eric. KRystal, it wasn't ERIC! HAAAAAA! Okay well thats it for tonight folks. I'm looking frorward to Friday night cause Allison and I are gonna see LOTR for the 4th time! Wooooooo! I'm so excited! I live Lord of the Rings. It's a world of its own and I like to escape to it when mine isn't going the way I hoped it would. K well it's getting late. Geez I wrote a bunch for my first entry. Good-night!